The voice of conscience !

    [Have a positive self-image ] – The question is not this: What does ur boyfriend think of you? Does your husband think you’re beautiful? Does your family believe U’r talented? Do they have confidence in you that you can do this?
    The question is: What do you think of yourself? Are u beautiful? Are you talented? Are you confident that You can do this?
    Until you are focused on what do ‘they’ or ‘he’ thinks of you- you’ll be riddled with self-doubts. Because you are looking externally for proof of your self-worth. One, this will do nothing to improve your sense of worth. Two, it’ll shift your locus of control externally, making you blame external factors for the negativity in your life.!








​Varanasi is not a city, this is a culture. Here every man is master and a disciple is not  But they do not boast of being the Guru.

Banaras Ghats in the morning you go to see, you will pass through a supernatural.Banaras summer evening to see if you go to the shops to Thandai of Godulia, the typical red Gmci banarasi’ll find plenty of wrapped and Thandai,You will find yourself in a different world,

Varanasi Varanasi ues see the day in traffic,Judy jam all around, but are still on the road ahead and relax bull.Just gonna push him slowly grow but still no problem with people also called the “bull, ladder, monk, then against them Kashi Seve”

Please see the rickshaw ride in Varanasi. The riders come from behind every vehicle owner’s address for that of the surprises you will here is also the owner of the rickshaw is called.

Banaras get up in the morning to see when there is no light, the city Visit the hour clock beeping at you from all sides will move wherever else and Kachori morning, vegetables and snacks jalebi.Restrict day you do not feel like you run out,

Banarasi say much about Pan,  little how well does the pan, is difficult but many shops Pan Pan on which such people have no idea how far come to eat but not eat and drink until the store, they do not rest we also saw a paan shop, which is about 20 km away from the city, 50 km away from people to eat and drink but also to come,

There is no shortage of people in Varanasi time, plenty of others are win Really, people here just do not get to go to the office or shop, to meet each other, get plenty any tea shop, go on, whether it be at eighty, or Lhurabir Lanka on, you will see people flocked not everyone exposed to politics, to discuss problems around the world and each other affliction, all being shared here, sitting at the shop.

Assi Ghat, Varanasi, or Benares full of all rasas, or Kashi described in mythology, by whatever name you call it, it is “The city of Dilwalon” come roaming anywhere in the world, come here, you will find these Bnarasipan.

The vines !

​Some girls is like ” I want to good guy in my life ” its so fucking annoying
There was a guy named Naman , he smoked , he commented on girls, he was an everyday drunker.
What image we get ‘ bad guy too bad’
A girl named sakshi entered his life, things changed there was someone WhO didn’t considered him bad ! And her consideration was proven to be right when gaurav changed.
See she got her good guy !
You too want a good guy ?
Take you car , drive it far
Wear you spectacles and watch beyond
See there is the good guy 🙂
Did you see it
Of course not
Because you haven’t tried to change the bad one into a good guy !
A guy in a white horse to take her princess away is just a story thing what we really get from real life is changing people and making them good by love. Because ”Love is enough for the change , power is needed in destruction”

Self respect !🤗

​I absolutely adore people who emphasize on the word Self Respect!
Maybe the guy you are with, he treats you like a princess. He pampers you. He might be loving you to the eternity. He might be making you feel special everyday and every moment. Everything is well and good.
But, there might be a time when you need to choose between him and self respect. Please do choose self respect. Do not give up on yourself and your self respect. There is no point of living for someone where you have died somewhere deep inside. It will ache forever. Trust me it does!
Remember, Being a girl is an attitude, do not let THE SELF RESPECT in you vanish.!

Loneliness !

Every day. Every moment. I feel lonely because I’m alone.

A bit of a boring story follws.

When I was a kid, I was smart, very smart. An almost photographic memory, very sharp and fast recall and ability to connect everything being said.

Fast forward, I had trouble connecting with children my age. For all my intelligence, I never realized that they were not on the same page. I was bullied or avoided.

My parents realized that at school I’m doing nothing, I didn’t seem to open my bag but my teachers weren’t complaining. When was I doing my homework? Well, in the class itself, when the teacher taught, I had my ears for her voice, and eyes for my notebook, don’t homework. My parents decided I should skip a class.

I’d one friend then. Now I had zero.

New class, everyone knew that I skipped. Yaay, even more bullying. My parents decided I should do some physical activity, playing cricket outside with kids is stupid. Bye bye newly made friends, it lasted 6 months.

At school, I was mocked, I was desperate for teachers attention. It was easy to get, just answer all the questions. No one told me that it was better not to answer all, things would be much better if I do not raise my hand, every single time. Even more isolation.

New school year, changing hormones, I had a crush! I didn’t know what it was, I was innocent. I just liked her. I used to sit next to her. She became a good friend. I was happy.

Mid year, the school decided to split my class into two sections. I went into one, she went to another. Bye bye friend, bye bye friendship :).

The summer came, I could go swimming again. I hated it, but the instructor was harsh. I swam 1 – 2 Km a day. Bullying started anew, after summer break. I beat the shit out of my bullies this time. I was strong, physically.

During college, I liked a girl on FB . She became my friend. I fell for her. I was also depressed.

Do you know what stupidity is? I told her that I liked her and told her to reject me so that I can get over it. I was depressed, looking forward to a dead end job, it was better not to involve her and waste her time with my worthless self.

One day she stopped talking to me, I felt lonelier than ever. I never knew why she did that. I cried, but I felt happy for her. Who would want to be near me anyway?

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